The Bitching grounds..

PISSED as usual

3:25 AM

Lately there is just one expression on my face.
This constant look
I shall call it the TL look
THE TU LAN LOOK.

How can you expect me to be all smiley when day after day I have to worry about projects and tests?

I have been tolerating it, and trying to tell myself well this is only the second year of poly life and you have to bear with it. They are just preparing us for the working phase. However, I can't seem to focus anymore. I have no idea how to prioritize and I lost all motivation to do well.

I don't get my 8 hrs of sleep.

I get awfully upset over I'm struggling with my french since I have no time to practise.

I get pissed and irritated that I don't have any social life thanks to my projects and I have to stay single forever ( this sem) probably since I can't find a single day to even go out with my friends.

Mum haven't been very understanding lately too, and is going off to Osaka during my exams. I swear I am gonna break down during my exams again. I have no idea how my parents/siblings can be so fucking inconsiderate and choose the most depressing time to go overseas.. which clearly makes me more irritated. When I questioned her about making plans for us (as a family) to go Australia, she start complaining about airport tax and other BULLSHIT and tell me we just go MALAYSIA. Seriously screw that. I rather stay in Singapore than go to a country that I already been for so many times.

I know Ray and my poly friends are looking for my blog link but hah that will never happen. I am too smart to let you all find out about my blog.

posted by sterified89 on 3:25 AM
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